Well its been too long since I've posted. So here's a quick update for you...

I'm happy.
I'm secure.
I'm loved.
I'm blessed.

God is so wonderful, and everyday He continues to show me how magnificent He is. There is no way in this world that I would ever steer away from Him, because His love is so incredible that nothing can compare to it.

Just to clarify, the March 27th post was not about my sister.

What if getting plastic surgery was like getting your haircut? It was not only normal, but really in expensive. It was something you almost had to do. And what if our bodies were just like clay? We could really mold and change ourselves however we wish. I mean really, the world tells us how to act and look anyways. Think about that.

I love the heat. It makes me want to go to Texas right now. Or just have a big pool.

Josh and I played some video game last night. Where you go around and shoot people and steal their cars and wreck them. I almost wish I could do that for reals. Maybe not kill people, but steal cars and drive them off cliffs and stuff and not get hurt. I always imagine that when I'm driving a video game car, thats how I would look on the road if I was driving drunk. I don't have good driving skills anyways.

I'm so emotional right now it sucks. I can't wait for this week to be over.

I'm disappointed. Why is it that girls are so insecure?

What I don't get, is why on earth would you be with someone when they don't like your family, and your family doesn't like them. And the same with the people closest to you. You refuse to believe the people that have loved and supported you your entire life, and give into that jerk who continually treats you like crap. And no matter what, you believe them over what everyone else has said to you.

Then you cry to the same people who told you you can do better. But two days later you run back to them...

If you are one of those girls, you need a punch in the face. Probably by me.

I had a very good birthday, even though it was not spent with friends. I was very tired most of the day cause Stacey and I partied the night before. But I was not looking forward to it this year, cause last year was great with all the suprises, but once I woke up and saw the snow, I knew it was going to be a good day. I am so blessed by having such awesome people in my life. So what I don't have a b/f. Eff them all. I don't need one, I got Jesus. And I don't want one.